unwritten.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

It Is Your World.

I've been staying in front of laptop for about one week.
As doing nothing and just lurking Facebook and MSN.

Then, I though I could not end up my life as just starring at web sites.

I'm now finding my own ways to be happy.
In ways to be happy out of surfing the net.

I just came up one thought to make myself happy.
And...I'm going to practice it tomorrow!
How exciting it is!
I ain't going to tell you guys now.
But just hold on. I'd tell you after it's done:)
yays:D

I can't wait to see the sunset tomorrow morning.

Analysis on How Well Do You Know Me? Quiz

Helloo:)
I got pretty many topics that I shall want to tell you, but I would keep them first since I feel a bit lazy
hehehe.
So, I would like to analysis on the 'How Well Do You Know Me?' quiz on Facebook.
hahahaha. I know it's lame.
But there's some things I found out what people think of me generally.
And some of them are shocking to me.....
First, it does not mean that they're close with me that much although they got high marks.
Second, many people do not know that green is one of my favorite colour...
hmmm why?? I like green colour!
One thing about me on colours.
I used to like only blue colour when I was young. I apparently don't know why I liked blue colour only.
Once I opened my wardrobe last time, it was full of blue colour.
Then I started to buy clothes with other colours other than blue. lol
Third, why many people think I'd like to dye my hair with shiny red colour????/
I asked my friend then he said it is because I seem to be so.
I'm pretty random but I'm not that random to dye hair to SHINY red colour okay..
Fourth, pretty many people think I am an only child.
hahahahah. Do I look so??
I'm very responsible eldest with 2 younger siblings. :D
Fifth, I like to play soccer so much man.
How come no one knows?:(
Sixth, actually there's one mistake in the quiz.
For the no. 6- Which country I'd like to go, the answer is actually all of the above.
HAHAH I actually did not notice that:p
Seventh, I like Jay Chow.........................I don't really like Wang Lee Hom..
Eighth, I don't really like to pizza, because it gives me headache...
If I eat pizza, 2 pieces are the maximum.
It's not really able to be proven scientifically, but I'd feel headache if I eat more than 2 pieces of pizza.
Ninth, I actually believe in myself, Nadiasm.
However, I might go to church to pray to the God sometimes if I am in need of him.
hahah. I know I am a bad believer...;)
Tenth, Whoever chose that I'm from North Korea............please la...-.-

So, here's my analysis on myself.
Hmmm.. sorry it's little lame:x

My Singapore trip is cancelled due to H1N1..
Both of Langkawi and Penang trips are also cancelled.
That means.. I got totally nothing to do during my holidays.
Oh gosh......I'm so going to stay at home everyday.
Should I study or what?:p

Friday, June 26, 2009

Artist KimXD

I'm finally done with this piece of work:)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Meekeyed

당신이예요.
나를 웃게해주는 사람.
나를 행복하게 해주는 사람.

그런데,
난 내 욕심만 낼 순없어요..
당신을 생각한다면... 난 당신을 보내줘야만 해요.
당신은 상처받으면 안되니까요.
나 혼자 사랑하고 나 혼자 아프면 되요.
그러면 되요.

그니까... 내가 관심 주지 말아요.
당신을 향한 마음이 더 이상 커지지 않도록..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Dot Dot Dot...

Hello, Irene.
This is for you:)

I've been thinking seriously again.
I think..
I should let it go.
As I told you earlier, I change my mind very often.

There're many reasons why I should ignore this..
anyways, we'd meet again if we're supposed to be.

so, I think I'll just leave it...
Don't worry I'm fine:D
I've been through this more than 2 years.
and I've changed my mind more than thousand times.

and then lastly,
Cheer up you!!!:D
Love ya, xoxo

Friday, June 12, 2009

You Could Be Happy

I was listening to radio and in the program, they were talking about their first love.
then they were sharing their love experiences blah blah.

then I was thinking..
how sad it is when one still remember her/his loved partner while the other couldn't even bother her/him.
Of course, memories lay on our brain in different ways.
still, I think it's kinda heartache as if I sometimes think of the loved one, yet he even doesn't remember me..
isn't it?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Love you, mommy.

Okay.
Here's my confession.
I actually did not know that today is my mom's birthday.
I should explain my excuses of it before people blame me like what 'kind of daughter are you?' with wtf face.
Her birthday is following the lunar calendar.
Thus, i don't have any calendar at my home.
So I wouldn't know when her birthday is unless I google it or what.
Moreover, I've been stuck in the library as being a nerd.
That's my excuses.

and then the conclusion is.............
Yes, I am such a bad daughter.
where got such a daughter even does not remember mom's birthday? and made her mom to call daughter to inform her that 'honey, today is my birthday.' and she was sleeping while getting the call.
Yes, here I am.....:(

I really feel so bad to my mom then I couldn't stop crying.
I always want to possess what I want while I even do not know what she wants.

But, mom.
You're the most precious one in my life and I really appreciate for what kind of great chances you have given me.
I could be here by your love and sacrifice
There would not be such words to describe how much I love you.
I'm such a fool who does not how to say 'I love you' to mom.

anyways, I decided to study hard as her birthday present:D

by the way, the previous post, 'When Harry met Sally' is not done yet.
so hold on
I'll edit it again when I feel like to throw words lol

Saturday, June 6, 2009

When Harry Met Sally.

I've recently watched a movie, 'When Harry met Sally.'

Is there a fate for everyone?

I sometimes wonder if we belong together.
I've been thinking of that since we've met.

I wish I could understand your words.
I wish I could see what is in your mind.

In a Dream

It was such a good feeling that there's someone to welcome me when I get home.
It was such a good feeling to have someone to feel warm heart.

oh, I was lonely.
I realised.

but i couldn't keep her just for my own good.
she also needed love and concern.
yet, I got no enough.

so, I should have sent her to someone else.


Nadia. I'm a little odd. I'm origianally from Korea, but then rather want to be a cosmopolitan citizen. I'm currently studying in Monash where was not my aim to enter. I like to play winter sports like skiing and ice-skating, yet i've been living in a tropical country, Malaysia. I seem happy all the time, yet I'm also a human who feels sadness. Well, I always try to think stuff in positive ways though. Also, I seem to be very talkative, but I could be very boringly quiet. I look innocent. maybe I am. But who knows if I only look so. My voice would sometimes go up pretty high, while I really can't notice that. oh yea. My laughter sounds very weird. Drawing is one of my hobbies yet I would not really draw if there's no teacher to guide me. I'd be keen to take challenges sometimes. Overall, I'm saying that you wouldn't know who I am till you find me out in reality:) May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.	Tuesday, June 30, 2009 It Is Your World. I've been staying in front of laptop for about one week. As doing nothing and just lurking Facebook and MSN. Then, I though I could not end up my life as just starring at web sites. I'm now finding my own ways to be happy. In ways to be happy out of surfing the net. I just came up one thought to make myself happy. And...I'm going to practice it tomorrow! How exciting it is! I ain't going to tell you guys now. But just hold on. I'd tell you after it's done:) yays:D I can't wait to see the sunset tomorrow morning. 10:51 PM · Analysis on How Well Do You Know Me? Quiz Helloo:) I got pretty many topics that I shall want to tell you, but I would keep them first since I feel a bit lazy hehehe. So, I would like to analysis on the 'How Well Do You Know Me?' quiz on Facebook. hahahaha. I know it's lame. But there's some things I found out what people think of me generally. And some of them are shocking to me..... First, it does not mean that they're close with me that much although they got high marks. Second, many people do not know that green is one of my favorite colour... hmmm why?? I like green colour! One thing about me on colours. I used to like only blue colour when I was young. I apparently don't know why I liked blue colour only. Once I opened my wardrobe last time, it was full of blue colour. Then I started to buy clothes with other colours other than blue. lol Third, why many people think I'd like to dye my hair with shiny red colour????/ I asked my friend then he said it is because I seem to be so. I'm pretty random but I'm not that random to dye hair to SHINY red colour okay.. Fourth, pretty many people think I am an only child. hahahahah. Do I look so?? I'm very responsible eldest with 2 younger siblings. :D Fifth, I like to play soccer so much man. How come no one knows?:( Sixth, actually there's one mistake in the quiz. For the no. 6- Which country I'd like to go, the answer is actually all of the above. HAHAH I actually did not notice that:p Seventh, I like Jay Chow.........................I don't really like Wang Lee Hom.. Eighth, I don't really like to pizza, because it gives me headache... If I eat pizza, 2 pieces are the maximum. It's not really able to be proven scientifically, but I'd feel headache if I eat more than 2 pieces of pizza. Ninth, I actually believe in myself, Nadiasm. However, I might go to church to pray to the God sometimes if I am in need of him. hahah. I know I am a bad believer...;) Tenth, Whoever chose that I'm from North Korea............please la...-.- So, here's my analysis on myself. Hmmm.. sorry it's little lame:x My Singapore trip is cancelled due to H1N1.. Both of Langkawi and Penang trips are also cancelled. That means.. I got totally nothing to do during my holidays. Oh gosh......I'm so going to stay at home everyday. Should I study or what?:p 12:41 AM · Friday, June 26, 2009 Artist KimXD I'm finally done with this piece of work:) 11:11 PM · Sunday, June 21, 2009 Meekeyed 당신이예요. 나를 웃게해주는 사람. 나를 행복하게 해주는 사람. 그런데, 난 내 욕심만 낼 순없어요.. 당신을 생각한다면... 난 당신을 보내줘야만 해요. 당신은 상처받으면 안되니까요. 나 혼자 사랑하고 나 혼자 아프면 되요. 그러면 되요. 그니까... 내가 관심 주지 말아요. 당신을 향한 마음이 더 이상 커지지 않도록.. 9:36 PM · Sunday, June 14, 2009 Dot Dot Dot... Hello, Irene. This is for you:) I've been thinking seriously again. I think.. I should let it go. As I told you earlier, I change my mind very often. There're many reasons why I should ignore this.. anyways, we'd meet again if we're supposed to be. so, I think I'll just leave it... Don't worry I'm fine:D I've been through this more than 2 years. and I've changed my mind more than thousand times. and then lastly, Cheer up you!!!:D Love ya, xoxo 1:48 PM · Friday, June 12, 2009 You Could Be Happy I was listening to radio and in the program, they were talking about their first love. then they were sharing their love experiences blah blah. then I was thinking.. how sad it is when one still remember her/his loved partner while the other couldn't even bother her/him. Of course, memories lay on our brain in different ways. still, I think it's kinda heartache as if I sometimes think of the loved one, yet he even doesn't remember me.. isn't it? 2:44 AM · Thursday, June 11, 2009 Love you, mommy. Okay. Here's my confession. I actually did not know that today is my mom's birthday. I should explain my excuses of it before people blame me like what 'kind of daughter are you?' with wtf face. Her birthday is following the lunar calendar. Thus, i don't have any calendar at my home. So I wouldn't know when her birthday is unless I google it or what. Moreover, I've been stuck in the library as being a nerd. That's my excuses. and then the conclusion is............. Yes, I am such a bad daughter. where got such a daughter even does not remember mom's birthday? and made her mom to call daughter to inform her that 'honey, today is my birthday.' and she was sleeping while getting the call. Yes, here I am.....:( I really feel so bad to my mom then I couldn't stop crying. I always want to possess what I want while I even do not know what she wants. But, mom. You're the most precious one in my life and I really appreciate for what kind of great chances you have given me. I could be here by your love and sacrifice There would not be such words to describe how much I love you. I'm such a fool who does not how to say 'I love you' to mom. anyways, I decided to study hard as her birthday present:D by the way, the previous post, 'When Harry met Sally' is not done yet. so hold on I'll edit it again when I feel like to throw words lol 11:51 PM · Saturday, June 6, 2009 When Harry Met Sally. I've recently watched a movie, 'When Harry met Sally.' Is there a fate for everyone? I sometimes wonder if we belong together. I've been thinking of that since we've met. I wish I could understand your words. I wish I could see what is in your mind. 10:54 PM · In a Dream It was such a good feeling that there's someone to welcome me when I get home. It was such a good feeling to have someone to feel warm heart. oh, I was lonely. I realised. but i couldn't keep her just for my own good. she also needed love and concern. yet, I got no enough. so, I should have sent her to someone else. 12:34 AM ·